i was a necromancer and joshua was my brother who goes into a coma so i had to learn how to save him and then i ran into you and i was forced to wear kinky gothic panties and then i found neku who taught me how to save josh
so then i was abducted and forced into silent hill to save my mom and my bro was there with fucking nun chucks and kicked some ass. i got a handgun named eddy and i found my mom after almost losing an arm and she was having tea with pyramid head and johnny Depp
then joshua came by and took mom and johnny away which they got married after and i was left and got chased by pyramid head, eventually i escaped but i was thirsty so i had to sail across the lake to shepherds glen where i was told to get the holy grail that was some how in Jerusalem
so i rode a giant dinosaur bird thingy there and got it, then i had to cut off my sisters leg and fill the cup with her blood.
then i woke up, stole my moms drink, went to the bathroom and realized i had neck pains
i am putting this in my journal

i am not fucked up